Totally unprepared am I..... to face the world of men

Watching Jesse and how having a son has changed him in ways that we didn't know was possible I consider life will be with a son. Looking at my little man, and watching other toddlers, and young boys i still feel in a daze, that i now have a son. boys are so different than girls, and there are times that i totally don't feel prepared to raise a son. You know when Jesse and I first talked about our little boy right after he was born, we both felt so blessed. Sometimes it seems that in life you can want something, yearn and cry out for something but that thing never seems to happen. Now we have a boy to carry on the weaver name, and to be a momma's boy.